{"id":5349,"date":"2022-10-21T03:56:17","date_gmt":"2022-10-21T03:56:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5349"},"modified":"2022-10-21T04:02:12","modified_gmt":"2022-10-21T04:02:12","slug":"break-neck-comedian","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5349","title":{"rendered":"Break-neck comedian"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/Meditation-Thursday-at-8-14-PM.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>And unlike the financial crisis of 2008 which threw me into a serious tailspin. I just kind of took all the disruptions that came with COVID and stride. I credit meditation for that, It&#8217;s nothing. I can really prove, but I suspect that a disciplined meditation. Practice helps cultivate focus in other parts of your life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That&#8217;s probably why. So many successful people do it. I feel like it plugs me in on a spiritual level too. Not too long ago. I was talking about meditation with this vocal coach, I was working with he meditates daily too and I told him that I thought my meditation practice causes the universe to conspire in my favor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He looked at me, like I was crazy, huh? He said, I never thought about that. I just do it because it calms me, but to me that wouldn&#8217;t be enough. I don&#8217;t want to be calm. I want the universe conspiring in my fucking favor. Look on an intellectual level.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know that magic forces aren&#8217;t trying to help me simply because I sit quietly and do nothing for 41 minutes a day, but on a more ethereal emotional level, it really feels like that&#8217;s what&#8217;s happening. And what good would it do me to undo that sort of magic? I&#8217;ve read that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faith is the belief in something. You don&#8217;t totally understand. I guess that&#8217;s what meditation is to me. Now in the same way that a Christian or a Muslim or a Jew might not be able to scientifically explain why their religious practice helps them. The very belief that it does is kind of the whole ballgame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am I telling you that? You&#8217;ve got to meditate that? It&#8217;s the key to happiness. No, I&#8217;m not. All I know. Is that the way I&#8217;ve done it. Since, 2019 has helped make my life more manageable. I&#8217;m sure there are lots of other things people do to help put structure discipline and balance in their lives.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoga, fasting therapy running marathons, journaling long walks in the woods, jujitsu learning to play the bassoon Microdosing LSD, but I can only tell you what has worked for me. Look, none of this has vanquished my anxieties from my life. I still feel a strong pull to accumulate base material things<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>And unlike the financial crisis of 2008 which threw me into a serious tailspin. I just kind of took all the disruptions that came with COVID and stride. I credit meditation for that, It&#8217;s nothing. I can really prove, but I suspect that a disciplined meditation. 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