{"id":5559,"date":"2023-02-02T01:15:06","date_gmt":"2023-02-02T01:15:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5559"},"modified":"2023-02-02T01:15:06","modified_gmt":"2023-02-02T01:15:06","slug":"high-in-high-school","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5559","title":{"rendered":"High in high-school"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/Anxiety-Sunday-at-8-20-PM.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yourself and the heated water as shingy wandered, the lawn and quickly defecated having not gone out last night. I could hear the steady stream of cars, traveling, along, Mulholland, behind the boxwood hedge, the morning felt animated. The world was waking up to a new season and i no longer felt the trepidation and anxiety from the night before alsoaking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The jacuzzi beneath the early morning sun shingy sniffed around the edges of the lawn occasionally running from side to side, seemingly excited to be alive. I stepped out of the jacuzzi. Wrapped the towel around my waist and let shingy, follow me across the deck to the entrance of my room, where he raised past the bed and down a hallway into the rest of the house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I switched on good morning. America then showered, as i usually did, when i was younger, i studied myself naked from all angles in the bathrooms mirrors. While he brushed my teeth, because i wanted to make sure i looked good. This was the summer. I&#8217;d created a small gym in a room adjacent to the garage where i worked out, free weights, a bench, the treadmill i ran on while listening to my walkman, I had become overly concerned about how i looked and it bordered at times on anxiety, and in the summer before my senior year, i was trying to aim for whatever the physical ideal was in that moment and realized i was somewhat succeeding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That morning ground parker was on my stereo, the up escalator record. I clearly remembered no holding back plane, as i put on my Buckley uniform, tailored bracelets, a white armani button down, tucked in with the tiny insignia of an eagle, on the chest, a Gucci belt, striped tie, burgundy, penny, loafers and i made sure everything was in place the hair boyishly towelsled the face, free from the stubble that it started appearing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Last year, the eyes rinsed with visine. Before, i grab the blue blazer with the griffin insignia on the jacket&#8217;s pocket, from a hanger and the walk-in closet and slung it over my shoulder as i left the bedroom that rosea would straighten up while i was at school.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yourself and the heated water as shingy wandered, the lawn and quickly defecated having not gone out last night. I could hear the steady stream of cars, traveling, along, Mulholland, behind the boxwood hedge, the morning felt animated. The world was waking up to a new season and i no longer felt the trepidation and&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5559\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">High in high-school<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5559","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":4333,"url":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=4333","url_meta":{"origin":5559,"position":0},"title":"Numbers game (fasting edition)","author":"curtbi8_wp","date":"February 10, 2022","format":false,"excerpt":"Not eating is good for blood-sugar control. I creeped into a fast\/cleanse and went about 20-hours w\/o food. 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