{"id":5637,"date":"2023-03-11T00:13:36","date_gmt":"2023-03-11T00:13:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5637"},"modified":"2023-03-11T00:13:36","modified_gmt":"2023-03-11T00:13:36","slug":"uninvited","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5637","title":{"rendered":"Uninvited"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bee.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s a taro sushi or dupars in studio city. Or the McDonald&#8217;s or hamburger hamlet in Sherman Oaks. And they often found myself eating alone at one of the far tables below the shadow of the pavilion away from the center table, where i used to sit now, occupied by ryan von and Jeff Taylor and Tracy goldman, and michelle Stevenson who ryan has started dating.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When Debbie Shaffer failed to invite me to Jeff. Taylor&#8217;s 18th birthday party. She was throwing at the house and stone canyon. I understood why We rarely talk the rest of our senior year and i never spoke to terry or Liz again. But the exclusion was more painfully. Clear, when a group of guys including jeff kyle, coulson Anthony matthews and Dominic thompson made plans to see a movie in westwood and i hadn&#8217;t been invited.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This was when i realized i was going to exist on a solitary plane, the rest of my senior year a loner An outsider. The person i always knew i was. The towns will participate simply walked away and muttered addios. Hasta luego maricon Whatever status i had once enjoyed completely disappeared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And maybe if i hadn&#8217;t been so close with Tom and Susan for all those years, this was how it would have always been anyway. And i was just realizing that without their presence in close proximity to mind. I might have been as invisible, then, as i was becoming now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Everything faded from me. Tom right, attended, the harvard school for boys during the remainder of 12th grade and i didn&#8217;t see him again for almost 20 years.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s a taro sushi or dupars in studio city. Or the McDonald&#8217;s or hamburger hamlet in Sherman Oaks. And they often found myself eating alone at one of the far tables below the shadow of the pavilion away from the center table, where i used to sit now, occupied by ryan von and Jeff Taylor&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=5637\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Uninvited<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5637","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":76,"url":"https:\/\/curtbile.com\/?p=76","url_meta":{"origin":5637,"position":0},"title":"HOLLYWOOD LIGHTS","author":"curtbi8_wp","date":"March 21, 2019","format":false,"excerpt":"I just finished watching Cooper directed \"A Star Is Born\" over two days. 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